Aaron

[mooningremus]

Things had been pretty bad for Remus before the whole world went to shit, so in some ways it wasn't objectively worse. The worst part of all of it though was that his wand had snapped in half, and since Hogsmeade had burned to the ground he had no idea how to get a new one.

Small mercies, however, he'd found a place to chain himself up during the full moons. An abandoned house - there were many of those - not far from the city, where he was squatting as well (his house had basically fallen to pieces) and had concrete walls that weren't going anywhere no matter how hard the wolf yanked.

He assumed the howling and screaming could be heard from anyone outside, but it wasn't as if that would be the most unusual thing. And he figured that, chained up, he couldn't hurt anyone even if they stumbled upon him.

So just before moonrise he stripped out of his clothes, neatly folded them, and put a silver cuff connected to a chain coming fro the wall, around his ankle.

And eventually, the wolf was shrieking its displeasure as it threw itself around the room.

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[quitollis]

"I'm sorry, that must be awful," Aaron said, sympathetically. He took a bite from his meat, to make better use of his hands that wanting to touch Remus again.

[mooningremus]

"Yes."

Remus watched him for a long moment. "Aaron, why... did you come to see me, really?"

Say that you wanted me, he thought. God, that would be nice. But maybe he was just fantasizing.

[quitollis]

The eyes on him were causing him very inappropriate reactions. Physical ones that he shouldn't be feeling. And in the back of his mind, a little voice: who'd know? Who'd care? The Vatican is gone, the church as an institution is mostly gone. Who'd be bothered if he broke his vows?

But no, he had to adhere to something. His principles his morals.

"I just wanted to know if you were doing alright," he said, feeling his heart best faster.

[mooningremus]

Remus ate the last bite of meat from his plate and then got to his feet.

He wasn't normally this forward. Not at all, in fact. But he could literally smell Aaron's arousal. And the wolf inside him, closer to the surface in the days before the full moon, told him to take what he wanted. And god did he want it.

He moved to stand behind his chair, and leaned over him. Inhaled. His mouth was close to Aaron's neck. "That's very kind of you."

[quitollis]

This was doing things to him he'd never felt before. It caused his mouth to go dry. It caused his heart to beat faster. It caused him to incline his head towards Remus, while he should be standing up to leave. "I should..." He couldn't even say it.

[mooningremus]

"I would like very much if you would stay," said Remus softly.

And very chastely, he kissed his upturned jaw. "Though only if you wish to."

[quitollis]

Chaste, but so nice. He'd only ever kissed a woman before, or we'll, a girl, when he was fifteen. He hadn't felt much for it and was convinced it wasn't for him.

But what he felt now... he turned his head and kissed him again, chaste still, but on the lips.

God, it felt nice.

[mooningremus]

Remus smiled into the kiss and then moved around him so that he could pull him up by his shirt and kiss him properly, wrapping an arm around him.

Mine, mine, mine, said the wolf. Take, take, take.

[quitollis]

Aaron kissed him and was shocked by how natural it felt, how good and easy. By how his hand fell on Remus' knee again, and how his body felt...desire. So much desire for this man.

[mooningremus]

If it weren't so close to the full moon Remus might have been quite different, but as it was... the kiss grew more heated and Remus yanked at Aaron's shirt. "Do you want this?" he asked quietly, and stroked his face. "I find you... very... very appealing."

[quitollis]

The yank to his shirt made him remember his scars and his he never allowed anyone to see them. But Remus was scarred as well, and all he could think of right now was "yes." This was it, this was what he'd been feeling when he thought of Remus. Desire. He'd never given into it, bug he was unable to deny it now. "I've been...thinking about you...about this."

[mooningremus]

That made Remus smile.

He carefully lifted and removed Aaron's shirt. He saw the scars, of course ,and he traced one with his fingers in acknowledgment, but said nothing about it. "How do you want me?" he asked quietly, almost soothingly. "I'm rather... not picky." Especially close to the full moon.

[quitollis]

Aaron was too hot to think. He pulled off Remus shirt and got even more hot feeling their skin touch.

The question was impossible to answer. He didn't know what he wanted. He'd fantasised, sure. He'd come across saucy literature and the occasional nudity on the TV. But this was... he didn't know where to start. Best if Remus decided. "I just... want you."

[mooningremus]

"I want you too," said Remus. Aaron was very hot. And Remus was very lonely.

And if he was going to let Remus choose, then right now that meant letting the wolf choose.

Remus kissed him again, and slid a hand down his trousers, fingers wrapping around his cock.

[quitollis]

Aaron gasped. No one had ever... but God it felt good. Nervous too, but...not hesitant. The longer it went on, the hotter he became and the more he wanted this.

He tugged at Remus' trousers. He didn't know much, bug he knew he wanted this man naked.

[mooningremus]

Remus devoured his mouth, pressing his body hard against him as he stroked his cock. "You feel so good," he breathed. "You're so hot... I want to fuck you..."

[quitollis]

Aaron nodded. "I want you to," he said. He did find himself hesitating a little now, because he'd never done this and he imagined it could hurt (he'd done some things to himself in the past, but not often and never... well, of this size).

But he was so hard and the way Remus was looking at him made him feel all sorts. "Fuck me." It escaped him. But he didn't take it back.

[mooningremus]

Remus took his hand and pulled him to the mattress. "I have... there's some oil around here somewhere..." He started to pull off his own clothes as he went, and was naked by the time he returned to Aaron with a small bottle of cooking oil. Best he could do.

[quitollis]

Aaron finished undressing too. He was self-conscious about his body, but it didn't feel wrong to lie here, naked, in full view of the other naked man. "That's fine," he said, as if he knew what he was doing. He just didn't want Remus to feel bad. "How about...protection?" He asked, as if suddenly his brain returned to him.

[mooningremus]

"Right, yes, I... sorry, it's been a while, I'm sure I still have some here somewhere..." He rooted around in a box full of various first aid related things, and returned with one triumphantly. "It's going to be a problem when we run out, isn't it."

He climbed onto the bed with Aaron. "Tell me if I do anything you don't like, or if I should slow down... I just want you so much, I don't want to get ahead of myself."

[quitollis]

"Maybe take it slow," Aaron said. "It's er...been a while." Why lie? He wasn't sure. But the lie came easy.

[mooningremus]

"It has for me too," said Remus with a kind smile, even as the wolf inside him was practically growling in frustration.

He lay down on the bed beside him and nudged Aaron's legs apart. "I really had thought about you," he said softly as he carefully slid one oil-slick finger inside him. "You're very attractive, and you were so kind, and there was something about the way you looked at me..."

[quitollis]

This was wrong, Aaron couldn't help but think. Giving into carnal pleasure like this, running hot and excited by the words Remus spoke and - God! - that finger. He moaned at the touch. "I thought about you as well," he managed, strained.

[mooningremus]

Remus was enthralled by the way Aaron moaned.

"Yeah?" he said softly as he stretched him carefully, eventually adding another finger. Bolder than he typically was. "Did you fantasize about me?"

[quitollis]

He was ashamed enough as it was, but Remus was persuasive. The gingers probably helped. Another moan. "Yes," he breathed. "When I couldn't take it any longer. I... I pictured you."