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Remus woke up laying in a bed in the emergency room. "Where... am I?" he asked, his voice a croak.

"Ah, welcome back," said a woman standing by his bed. She was wearing a nurse's uniform. "You're in the hospital. A helpful bystander found you passed out on the sidewalk. You don't have any ID on you. What's your name?"

"Remus Lupin." He rubbed his head, and realized he was connected to an IV.

"It's saline," the nurse said. "You're severely dehydrated. Malnourished too from the looks of it though we're waiting for more bloodwork. Any medical conditions we should know about?"

"I'm HIV positive," Remus said with a sigh. "I... I'm so sorry about all this trouble. I'm fine, I probably just... haven't been taking care of myself..." Or more accurately, couldn't afford food.

"Well you should feel better once you're hydrated, and I'll send a doctor in to do a workup," the nurse said. "Rest."

Remus nodded, feeling like a complete idiot. Or maybe burden to society. Or something. And a few hours later he had a diagnosis of nothing worse than what the nurse had said. Though at least confirmation that his HIV status hadn't transformed into something worse. Sometimes he had trouble with food when the shelters were full, but he went to the HIV clinic to get his meds.

The nurse also kindly brought him some fresh clothes. He did feel better as he prepared to leave.

Date: 2022-04-23 07:07 pm (UTC)
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"Guilt? That you might.... infect someone?" Aaron asked.

Date: 2022-04-23 07:18 pm (UTC)
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Aaron nodded. "I entered the seminary when I was sixteen. I had... well, there was a girl I tried something with, but it didn't really work. Then I entered the seminary and I dropped the idea entirely."

Date: 2022-04-23 07:25 pm (UTC)
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"I've never understood the issues the Church has with sex and who is allowed to love who," Aaron said. "I did struggle a bit in the beginning, it seemed like too much of a burden, but... I don't think I would have felt less guilt if I had favoured women."

Date: 2022-04-23 07:50 pm (UTC)
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"It's more about what level of betrayal I can live with," Aaron admitted quietly.

Date: 2022-04-23 08:00 pm (UTC)
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"Well... sex is just the moment, isn't it?" Aaron said. And he could ignore how much he enjoyed holding them afterwards.

Date: 2022-04-23 08:16 pm (UTC)
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"No," Aaron said, and hoped that didn't sound too sad. Then... "Well... I mean... I'm in a strange position right now. I don't really have a church any more. But as a priest, no, I'm not supposed to. Everything in the service of God."

Date: 2022-04-23 08:26 pm (UTC)
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Aaron looked at Remus then, and smiled. "You're very kind," he said. So very kind. And rather lovely.

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Date: 2022-04-23 09:29 pm (UTC)
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Aaron too went a bit red and took a generous gulp from his wine. He looked to the coffee table. He really didn't know what to say.

Date: 2022-04-23 09:52 pm (UTC)
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"I don't mind," Aaron said. And then, with some guilt and a lot of anxiet and still looking to the floor, he added. "I prefer your company."

Date: 2022-04-23 10:05 pm (UTC)
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"Stay here then," Aaron blurted out. "I mean... if you want."

Date: 2022-04-23 10:22 pm (UTC)
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"Until you find a place of your own," Aaron said. "It'll look good on your applications too; a real address."

Date: 2022-04-24 06:35 am (UTC)
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Intimacy. The word didn't leave his mind. It circled, in Remus' voice, and he couldn't shake it off.

"The pleasure of your company," he said instead. "You're not an imposition at all."

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