Aaron

[mooningremus]

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"I want you too," Remus whispered against his lips as the kiss broke, and tugged Aaron's shirt off.

Then he leaned in and kissed his bare shoulder. He was nervous, and shy in talking about these things, but he also thought that getting it out there would alleviate some of the awkwardness.

"I thought, maybe you'd want to be... on top," Remus said softly. "I mean, since you've um, kind of already..."

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[mooningremus]

Remus shifted on the bed, and then lay against Aaron's chest. "I don't really feel different," he said.

[quitollis]

Aaron hugged his body against him. "I do," he admitted. "I feel like everything makes much more sense. Every hesitation I ever felt, every reservation... I get it now. This is what I was missing."

[mooningremus]

Remus smiled and kissed his chest. "I do feel happy," he said. "Like really stupidly happy. And I haven't, um, felt that a lot."

[quitollis]

"That makes me happy," Aaron said, truthfully. Then, feeling a little cheeky. "We should do it again some day."

[mooningremus]

"We might not make it to our classes anymore," Remus teased.

Though then he was reminded of something. His face fell a little. "Um. Just as a reminder you'll have the room to yourself for a couple of nights when there's the full moon next week."

[quitollis]

"Oh, right," Aaron said, reminded and he hugged Remus. "I'll miss you," he said, because that would be true and he didn't know what else to say. It wasn't like he could help.

[mooningremus]

Remus hesitated, and then added, "As a heads up I can also get... I don't know, a little... edgy, close to the full moon? If I'm acting weird just... I mean, say something, I might not realize."

[quitollis]

"Okay, I'll keep an eye open," Aaron promised. "Short tempered? he asked, to clarify.

[mooningremus]

"Ummmm maybe," said Remus. "Yeah. Irritable. And I crave red meat, and probably um... horny." Then he added hastily, "And I'm warning you because I've never... I mean usually that just means I masturbate a lot."

[quitollis]

"Okay," Aaron said, glad for the clarification. "Well... I don't think I'll mind a little extra drive. I mean... I'd really like to do it again and maybe... more."

[mooningremus]

Remus smiled again, deciding to not think about the full moon for now.

"What do you want to do?" he asked.

[quitollis]

"God, I only know what I hear and... what we did just now, so... I don't know. I just want to find out. With you."

[mooningremus]

"I think that sounds wonderful," Remus said. Pause. "You um. Really didn't watch porn? Ever?"

[quitollis]

"Sinful rubbish," Aaron provided. "But... I might have to revise that opinion. Wasn't really mine anyway."

[mooningremus]

"I mean, it's certainly... educational," Remus offered.

[quitollis]

"I think it might help," Aaron said.

[mooningremus]

"Well I mean, if you want... we could watch some together. Or would that be weird? I could also just link you to some things I've already, umm, vetted."

[quitollis]

"We could watch together," Aaron agreed. Then nudged Remus, playfully. "Might get us in the mood too."

[mooningremus]

"Mmmm yes that sounds fun," said Remus with a smile. And he was embarrassed about watching porn. He'd been a virgin in his early twenties after all.

[quitollis]

Aaron was willing to learn. He was feeling a lot more comfortable around sex already and he'd only done it once. He hugged Remus and felt himself get very drowsy. "Good, he said, lazily.