Remus Lupin (
mooningremus) wrote2022-07-25 03:08 pm
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Aaron
Things had been pretty bad for Remus before the whole world went to shit, so in some ways it wasn't objectively worse. The worst part of all of it though was that his wand had snapped in half, and since Hogsmeade had burned to the ground he had no idea how to get a new one.
Small mercies, however, he'd found a place to chain himself up during the full moons. An abandoned house - there were many of those - not far from the city, where he was squatting as well (his house had basically fallen to pieces) and had concrete walls that weren't going anywhere no matter how hard the wolf yanked.
He assumed the howling and screaming could be heard from anyone outside, but it wasn't as if that would be the most unusual thing. And he figured that, chained up, he couldn't hurt anyone even if they stumbled upon him.
So just before moonrise he stripped out of his clothes, neatly folded them, and put a silver cuff connected to a chain coming fro the wall, around his ankle.
And eventually, the wolf was shrieking its displeasure as it threw itself around the room.
Small mercies, however, he'd found a place to chain himself up during the full moons. An abandoned house - there were many of those - not far from the city, where he was squatting as well (his house had basically fallen to pieces) and had concrete walls that weren't going anywhere no matter how hard the wolf yanked.
He assumed the howling and screaming could be heard from anyone outside, but it wasn't as if that would be the most unusual thing. And he figured that, chained up, he couldn't hurt anyone even if they stumbled upon him.
So just before moonrise he stripped out of his clothes, neatly folded them, and put a silver cuff connected to a chain coming fro the wall, around his ankle.
And eventually, the wolf was shrieking its displeasure as it threw itself around the room.
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The yank to his shirt made him remember his scars and his he never allowed anyone to see them. But Remus was scarred as well, and all he could think of right now was "yes." This was it, this was what he'd been feeling when he thought of Remus. Desire. He'd never given into it, bug he was unable to deny it now. "I've been...thinking about you...about this."
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He carefully lifted and removed Aaron's shirt. He saw the scars, of course ,and he traced one with his fingers in acknowledgment, but said nothing about it. "How do you want me?" he asked quietly, almost soothingly. "I'm rather... not picky." Especially close to the full moon.
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Aaron was too hot to think. He pulled off Remus shirt and got even more hot feeling their skin touch.
The question was impossible to answer. He didn't know what he wanted. He'd fantasised, sure. He'd come across saucy literature and the occasional nudity on the TV. But this was... he didn't know where to start. Best if Remus decided. "I just... want you."
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And if he was going to let Remus choose, then right now that meant letting the wolf choose.
Remus kissed him again, and slid a hand down his trousers, fingers wrapping around his cock.
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Aaron gasped. No one had ever... but God it felt good. Nervous too, but...not hesitant. The longer it went on, the hotter he became and the more he wanted this.
He tugged at Remus' trousers. He didn't know much, bug he knew he wanted this man naked.
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Aaron nodded. "I want you to," he said. He did find himself hesitating a little now, because he'd never done this and he imagined it could hurt (he'd done some things to himself in the past, but not often and never... well, of this size).
But he was so hard and the way Remus was looking at him made him feel all sorts. "Fuck me." It escaped him. But he didn't take it back.
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Aaron finished undressing too. He was self-conscious about his body, but it didn't feel wrong to lie here, naked, in full view of the other naked man. "That's fine," he said, as if he knew what he was doing. He just didn't want Remus to feel bad. "How about...protection?" He asked, as if suddenly his brain returned to him.
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He climbed onto the bed with Aaron. "Tell me if I do anything you don't like, or if I should slow down... I just want you so much, I don't want to get ahead of myself."
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"Maybe take it slow," Aaron said. "It's er...been a while." Why lie? He wasn't sure. But the lie came easy.
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He lay down on the bed beside him and nudged Aaron's legs apart. "I really had thought about you," he said softly as he carefully slid one oil-slick finger inside him. "You're very attractive, and you were so kind, and there was something about the way you looked at me..."
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This was wrong, Aaron couldn't help but think. Giving into carnal pleasure like this, running hot and excited by the words Remus spoke and - God! - that finger. He moaned at the touch. "I thought about you as well," he managed, strained.
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"Yeah?" he said softly as he stretched him carefully, eventually adding another finger. Bolder than he typically was. "Did you fantasize about me?"
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He was ashamed enough as it was, but Remus was persuasive. The gingers probably helped. Another moan. "Yes," he breathed. "When I couldn't take it any longer. I... I pictured you."
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Well, the talk was reminding him of nights of shame, so they tensed him. "I rather...think about now. About you. About... what you're doing... Kiss me."
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That relaxed him more. He pushed his hands through Remus' hair and kissed him passionately. He groaned into his mouth at the third digit - he thought he might explode - but he pushed against it as well. It hurt, but it felt good and he wanted more.
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He felt good, and dirty at the same time. But he pushed that away and nodded. He didn't trust his voice right now. "Yes," he said only.
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Aaron had heard him being referred to as 'hot' before, but beautiful was new. And yes, he kept in shape, but the scars...well, he supposed Remus could see beyond them.
He braced himself when Remus pushed against him and forced himself to relax. He could take pain, even this new form, because, God, he wanted this man. "You won't. Do it. I want you."
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